Bored, bored, bored

I'm out of my mind, bored shitless. Since my little mishap just over two weeks ago, I haven't been able to take myself out because I can't drive. Ex has been quite good, taking us out for dinner when we request it because I can't cook either - tried it, it hurts and one handed just doesn't produce the results I need - and it hurts. So, he takes us for drives, for dinner, for shopping if we need too, but it's not the same as being independent and I really don't like being dependent on him. I'd rather sit home and watch bad tv than ask him to do something for me -not that he wouldn't, but then doing things together always seems to create the opportunity for him to 'lecture' me on some point or other - these days, even though he says he doesn't want to, it's about how I'm not being proactive enough with organising our meals with my mother in law - even though we're happy with the arrangement we have, he seems to think there's something I'm not doing and I don't know what it is.

Uggh I'm so tired. So all I want to do is browse, sit, eat and sleep. Not good for my health or my mind. Maybe I'll feel better on Tuesday when i can take this cast thingy off. It's getting really tedious.